A poem about a cruel word

Criticise me to make you feel big

Belittle my efforts to cut me quick.

Pick your topic to slice me deep,

one that’s callously, coldly cheap.

Mock my spirit, fool my world.

Your cruelty’s the grit to my inner pearl.

Because in your denial you’re up to your eyes.

So who are you to criticise?

For NaPoWriMo Day 18

A poem for a dark moment

Emptiness swirls within,

sucking my energy dry.

I can’t pretend I care.

Not today. I won’t lie.

Heaviness presses my neck,

a pain of the dullest kind.

My eyes squint to the light,

but my feelings today are blind.

Weariness closes my heart,

torn from its treasured goal.

Will tomorrow feel more joyful?

I’ll leave that up to my soul.

A poem for my intuition

You rock up just when I need you

Unexpected, welcome, a surprise.

Force you to come

and you’ll hide and seek.

Unbidden, you’ll lift your disguise.

Synchronicity’s your friend

though I don’t always see her.

You tee up my clues

with your caddy of cleverness,

waiting for me to hit par.

You’re a coach to my inner knowing,

my always-there, everyday chum.

And with you on my brightest side

I’m guaranteed to hit a hole in one.

 

A poem for my self-doubt

Doubt is the opposite of faith

and often has double the strength.

It wheedles, it whines, it stretches my nerve

from width to depth to length.

Doubt is the enemy of hope

and stamps on my self-belief.

It taxes my time, my gut, my soul.

It’s nothing but an insidious thief.

Doubt is the victor at night

as an unfulfilled day draws dark.

But it’s no match for a shiny new morning,

full of light and love and spark.

A poem by the ‘who is the fairest’ mirror

I’ve had to lie, for most of my life

to princesses, witches. Oh, what strife.

Who cares who’s the prettiest of all ‘dem t’ings?

Whoever asks the question is really disturb’ing.

So what do they see in that reflection of mine?

I’m guessing a false kind of self divine.

Cos your real self ain’t a patch on that fake.

What do you want today? Transparent? Opaque?

When you ask me a question, don’t expect the truth.

‘Cos if you look too hard, you’re just chasing youth.

For NaPoWriMo Day 14

A poem for a shy spring bud

inktuition shy spring bud

Who would blame you

for tucking your head

into the luxurious leaves

of your flower bed.

Is it safe to look out

with that rain pelting down?

Spring’s playing hard to get:

you could risk getting drowned.

But your bud is cute,

your petals are pert.

Don’t waste the chance to

swish your fragrant skirt.

Before we know it

you’ll be facing the sun.

Your edges will wilt,

your time will be done.

For NaPrWriMo Day 13

A poem for a rescue dog

inktuition rescue pup

You were an abandoned child,

left to fend for yourself,

not knowing what you’d done wrong.

Cruelty hurts your emotional health.

You were scooped up and saved,

given a safe home and a place

until someone picked you for theirs.

Kindness softens your sense of disgrace.

Your round, pleading eyes

pull compassionate strings in my heart,

so up you eagerly jump on my lap.

Love feeds you a chunk of my tart.

A poem about un-love

Hate is too strong a word

for you. That would be absurd.

A person who claims uncle-hood,

yet is too absent to be any good,

couldn’t dredge any sense of feeling

or, while I’m at it, any point or meaning.

You pop up when there’s cash

or a chance to cut a dash.

And you act like your heart bleeds

when anyone has a need.

But your soul was sold some time ago

to the devil of distance, or vertigo.

You count your change, your deeds turn sour,

yet you turn up pure at the golden hour.

My un-love for you is cold and life-long.

Hate? That word for you is far too strong.

For NaPoWriMo Day 10

A poem for NaPoWriMo Noir

NaPoWriMo sets the challenge today

to focus on ‘noir’.

How can I not obey?

A glamorous fringe, sweeping one eye

is hard to resist.

Like a bullet bye-bye.

What’s not to love about murders untraced

that whisper round corners,

waists unlaced.

But my kind of noir travels way within,

to the shadow of self

that’s my evil-ish twin.

Because dark in a mirror without conscience or soul

will haunt my life’s work

like irremovable kohl.

For NaPoWriMo Day Nine